Mine, not Yers

It's Only...

2010-09-06T12:42:00.019+07:00

when yours hold mine.

For all scars that you've made.
For all lies that you gave.
For all wounds which needs to be healed.
For those feelings which still staying in my heart.
Still. I still do.

People could change, aren't they?
So does he.

I love you.

Christmas's.

2010-08-22T21:48:00.026+07:00

" You should have waited for me,

because I am worth the wait "

Truth Hurts, Lie Worse.

2010-08-01T10:19:00.018+07:00

" I'd rather to hear the truth although it hurts;
than hear a lie which sounds sweet and good. "

Thanks My Dear :')

2010-07-18T09:34:00.008+07:00

Taken from Astrid's blog. This is my favorite one.

I was wrong. My bestfriends; they're the best gift I ever had. Alotta thanks my dear :')

Annual Book Of Padmanaba 65

2010-07-13T21:19:00.010+07:00

Just published: The Annual Book Of Padmanaba 65 :D

Let's see, this is the front cover of our annual book....

Padmanaba 65

And this is the back side of our book....

SMA Negeri 3 Yogyakarta!

This book has successfully......
...........
...........

I'm speechlees :')
Thanks for those beautiful 3 years dear Padmanaba 65, I do LOVE YOU mmmmmuch!!!!!

Details In The Fabric

2010-07-12T19:48:00.006+07:00

(Jason Mraz ft. James Morrison)

Calm down, deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of runnin around and pullin on your threads and breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own, know your name, go your own way
Hold your own, know your name, and go your own way
And everything will be fine

Hang on, help is on the way
Stay strong, I'm doing everything

Hold your own, know your name, and go your own way
Hold your own, know your name, and go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling
Are the things that make you blow
Have no reason go on and scream
If you're shocked, it's just the fault of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own, know your name, go your own way

Hold your own (are the details in the fabric)
Know your name (are the things that make you panic)
Go your own way (are your thought results of static cling)

Hold your own (are the details in the fabric)
Know your name (are the things that make you panic)
Go your own way (is it mother natures sewing machine)

Hold your own (are the things that make you blow)
Know your name (have no reason go on and scream)
Go your own way (if your shocked it's just the fault of faulty manfacturing)

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

Nothing Lasts Forever.

2010-07-11T10:00:00.007+07:00

I've decided to lay my heart on him.

And I love him without any terms. Eventhough I've hurted by him. Well, that's a life.. Seems unfair.. I do believe in 'Everyone could changes'. So he does. And he will. And I'm sure that we can make this situation nicer. We've been together for one-and-half year-or more, see? Maybe this is just a gravels, which can make us stronger each day to face up this cruel life. But I will always remember that living life, loves, deaths, the break-ups. None of them are lasts forever. It's us; and I love US. Thanks dear Uglyman :)

It's 1, 2, and 12 Months

2010-01-02T13:56:00.006+07:00

I love you. More, each day.
Thanks for this beautiful 12 months :')

Nasib Pelajar

2009-12-22T19:19:00.004+07:00

I'm back bloggieeee, seems like its been a year since my last post ya :D

Postingan kali ini terinspirasi dari Jono si Gitaris Keren yang Terbakar.
Antara aku, pingpong dan pacarku. Dedot.

Nasib pelajar yang di-pingpong-kan.

Beberapa masalah pendidikan di Indonesia (gatau juga sih kalo masih banyak :p) :

1. Pro kontra UAN. Pelajar dibuat bingung dengan eksistensi UAN di dunia pendidikan. Yang katanya mau diintegrasikan untuk masuk Perguruan Tinggilah, standar dinaikin lah (berat kali ya standar dinaikin hm hm) sampe isu soal UAN yang bikin dosen (gileloh). Melalui putusan yang berat, akhirnya tahun 2010 UAN tetap diadakan, 2011 UAN bisa digunakan sebagai standar masuk perguruan tinggi. Paling engga gitudeh kata Muhammad Nuh, si pak Mendiknas.

2. Pihak sekolah yang sukanya mempersulit. Mau remidi susahnyaaaaaa astaghfirullah haladzim lailahailallah-lebay. Padahal kan kalo nilai bagus yang bangga juga siapa ya kan ya kan -__________-

3. Standar nilai sekolah yang (kurang) lazim, bikin muridnya pontang-panting cari contekan, bukan cari pemahaman materi. Bikin muridnya cari cara mencontek yang paling revolusioner biar semua soal-soal sekolah bisa dikerjakan dengan mudah.

Berduka untuk pendidikan Indonesia

Taman Safari

2009-07-05T21:33:00.007+07:00

Happy holiday fellas!

During the holidays, I spent my time in Jakarta, maybe for...... a week. Dari tanggal 28 Juni sampe 5 Juli.
Biasanya kalo di Jakarta saya diajak saudara-saudara saya pergi, mall-to-mall (gayanya, padahal budgetnya ITC).
It always be my holiday's routine activities in Jakarta. Jenuh? Yap.

Karena ayah saya sangatlah baik hati dan mengerti kejenuhan anaknya, maka pada tanggal 30 Juni diajaklah kami sekeluarga pergi ke Taman Safari di Bogor.

Dengan mobil mulailah kami memasuki area satwa-satwa itu, tidak lupa pula satwa langka kami abadikan gambarnya. Adek saya yang paling kecil takjub melihat llama, bison, rhinoceros, hewan langka semacam itu yang tidak ada di Indonesia. "Lucu", sepatah kata yang keluar dari mulut kecilnya.

Yeah, it was fun.

Until we entered the Baby Zoo area. Kalo gatau ndeso -___-
Itulho yang tempat foto sama orangutan, macan-ada tiga jenis macan disini; macan tutul, harimau putih, dan harimau sumatera (wow trio macaaaaan~). Tapi kebetulan macannya lagi pada ngambek jadi tidak melayani foto untuk sementara. Serius eh.

Jadi yang kita bahas disini orangutan aja ya..
Did you know? Anak orangutan itu lucu banget lho, cuma masalahnya satu, baunya naudzubillah amit-amit.
Ada dua anak orangutan (bau) disitu. Sebut saja Mawar dan Melati.
Si Mawar ini pinter banget, begitu dipangku mau difoto, langsung sadar kamera, lucu baaaaaaaanget :D nah kalo yang si Melati ini umurnya kira-kira baru 6 bulanan-lah, lebih suka asik sendiri mainan tali.

Saya dan ibu saya pertamanya menikmati ekspresi-ekspresi lucu si orangutan yang sadar kamera ini. Tapi kok lama-lama, si orangutan ini agak bete, gamau liat kamera. Jangan berpikir saya begitu memahami perasaan orangutan karena saya spesiesnya ya haha. Itu jelas-jelas terlihat pada sikap yang ditunjukkan woy. Sekali lagi bukan karena saya spesiesnya.
Maka si pawangpun bertindak.
Orangutan yang innocent itu diseret, dipaksa menyambut tamu.

"Come on, It's showtime! Wake up!"

Let me go....

Saya mungkin gatau apa-apa tentang perlindungan satwa, eksploitasi satwa dsb. Tapi ini sekedar pemikiran saya :]

That's all for today then, guys :)

PROTECT THEM
xo, Disa

Rapotan WOW

2009-06-26T22:19:00.011+07:00

It's 26th of June.
Rapotaaaaaan oh tidak tidak -______-

Untungnya yang terima rapot saya not my mom, my dad neither, tapi Kakak Sepupu Ibu Saya (yang untuk selanjutnya akan disebut KSIS). Paling nggak saya nggak akan dapet omelan secara langsung lah haha... Poor me.

Waw tibalah saat KSIS dipanggil, ironisnya saya malah menggosip bersama teman-teman, jauh dari kelas saya. Saya malah diberitahu (atau diberitempe juga boleh) temen saya bahwa KSIS lagi dipanggil.

Hmmm... 5 menit.... Belom keluar.
6 menit juga belom....
Akhirnya 10 menitan kemudian keluarlah KSIS. Then I came to her.

Beliau membawa lembaran nilai, berikut nilai-nilai saya, belum saya manipulasi

P. Agama :
75 (saya cukup beragama ya ternyata hahaha)
PKn :
88 (WNI yang sangat baik)
B. Indo :
74 (cukup berbahasa)
B. Ing :
74 (saya indo tanpa disadari)

Mat :
68 (Lumrah bukan? Bukaaan~)

Lanjut.

Fisika :
75 (WOW, beneran deh saya nggak memanipulasi nilainya suhwer)
Biologi :
78 (man! seumur-umur lho)
Kimia :
70 (anda sedang beruntung)
Sejarah :
70 (cukup nasionalislah)
Penjas :
75 (ebuseeeetyawan masuk aja nggak pernah sumpah deh)
TIK :
83 (cukup hi tech)
B. Asing :
78 (lebih tinggi dari bhs indo, atau mungkin saya orang asing?)
B. Jawa :
78 (faktor guru yang terlalu baik)

Jumlah nilai : 986
Rank : 34

Jadi kesimpulannya saya adalah seorang murid yang cukup beragama dan berbahasa, cukup hi tech, tidak terlalu buruk dalam IPA, tapi tidak pandai berhitung.

Tapi, jumlah nilai 986 dan ranking 34 dikelas saya itu samadengan rangking 20an dikelas lain lhooo :) jadi boleh cukup berbangga hatilah saya.

Mungkin hari ini postingan saya agak nggak penting ya tapi mungkin bisa sedikit menghibur :D

Regards,
Disa

Graeaeaeaeat

2009-05-20T20:55:00.006+07:00

I'm doing nothing at home, with this unstopped cough and stomachache. I feel so miserable. Really, poor me :'(

By the way, this is 20th of May. And on May 23, 3 Seniora High School--my school for sure, and I feel so proud being there =D --will hold a greatest, coolest event ever after, which called PSIKOPAD SUPERNOVA.

Aaaaaaaw, what a cool name rite?

In this year, Psikopad Production will invite so many bands that preffered by young people and music lovers. And the guest stars will be THE S.I.G.I.T and Efek Rumah Kaca.
Did you ask me about the ticket? Aha don't worry, ticket priced Rp 6000 on pre-event and Rp 7000 on the spot! Don't miss it or you'll be sorry duuuuuuuuude!

C'est pour aujourd'hui,

Disa <3

Merci!

2009-04-24T10:41:00.012+07:00

This is 24th of April and I'm oooooldeeeeeer haha.
The best birthday I ever had! I have so many bestfriends that remember my birthday, and I'm so thankful of it =)
Hey ma boy, thanks for went out, standing at my door at 12 am, another green frog, that green dress, and the flower. That was so sweet Taaaaaf, really ♥♥♥

THIS IS KODI#2

Holy-day.

2009-04-22T16:34:00.005+07:00

Holiday.
Actually not -__________-

Yea, free-day, for a week, final examination for 12th grader.
But I have nothing to do, oh maaaaaan. I've spent alotta money on 17th April, on Kickfest--kinda clothing festival or something. And now I can't hang out with my friends. Mom said "Can you just stay at home? So you can saving your munnies".
I do nothing at home, just eat and sleep and watching tv and studying and stuck on my computer, and I know that I'll getting fat :(((((

I miss my friends and Ata anyway..

This and That. Boring

2009-04-14T21:15:00.006+07:00

Ya, here we go. Talking about this things, boring.
.
.
Just about what I feel right now.
If you won't to read this, don't.

Problems. Disturbing my life, they're coming and suffer me.
Headache. They just follow when the problems coming.
Tears. I really can't stop this shit when they go down from my eyes.

And now I got an eyes-irritate. Too much cries, tired.

That's Why I'm Crying

2009-04-13T19:05:00.010+07:00

Hey honey why did you piss me off? You have to know that I'm not in a good mood because we cannot spend our time intensively. I never complain if you are working and have no enough time with me rite?

I just want you to appreciate me, care about me. Is that too much?
-----You're not supposed to do that if you don't care about me anymore.

A Hundred Truths of Me

2009-04-12T20:22:00.008+07:00

This is Sunday and unfortunately I have nothing to do, just spend my time with this bad stomach-ache :((( so I got bored and I took this post from Acha's blog :3

1. Last beverage
Water.

2. Last phone call
Dika.

3. Last text message
My A.

4. Last song you listened to
The Show-Lenka

5. Last time you cried?
This afternoon..

6. Dated someone twice
Naah.

7. Been cheated on?
Yes.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it?
Hahah.

9. Lost someone special?
Yes.

10. Been depressed?
Not really.

11. Been drunk and threw up?
No.

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
Green, Brown, White, Yellow.

HAVE YOU:
12. Made new friends?
Yes.

13. Fallen out of love
Yeah maybe :P

14. Laughed until you cried
Yes.

15. Met someone who changed you
Yes.

16. Found out who your true friends were
Yes.

17. Found out someone was talking about you
Yes, but I don't care what are they did or talked about me.

18. Kissed anyone on your friend's list
Yes.

19. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life
I'm not counting how many people that I know.

20. How many kids do you want to have
2, rite honeh? =D

21. Do you have any pets
No.

22. Do you want to change your name
No.

23. What did you do for your last birthday
Nothing.

24. What time did you wake up today
7.30 am.

25. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping for sure.

26. Name something you CANNOT wait for
After May. When my boy can spend his time with me :)

27. Last time you saw your father
Right now.

28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life
Dunno.

29. What are you listening to right now
Sunday Morning accoustic-Maroon Five.

30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom
I think no.

31. What's getting on your nerves right now?
Hmmm.

32. Most visited web page
Blogger, Facebook.

33. What's your name
Disa.

34. Nickname
Disa, but my fams call me Cacha.

35. Relationship Status
Taken.

36. Zodiac sign
Taurus.

37. Male or female or transgendered
Female for sureeee.

38. Elementary
Past.

39. high School
Now.

40. college
Still in my dreams.

41. Hair color
Not too black, not too brown.

42. Long or short
Shoooort.

43. Height
154. How short I am.

44. Do you have a crush on someone?
Ask someone.

45. What do you like about yourself?
My life? :D

47. Tattoos
Nooh.

48. Righty or lefty
Righty.

FIRSTS :
49. First surgery
Never and ever (I hope...).

50. First piercing
Ears.

51. First best friends
I think she's named Dila.

52. First sport you joined
Swimming!

53. First pet
Dogs.

54. First vacation
Bali.

55. First concert
Hmm, not yet.

56. First crush
This guy when I was still in kindergarten who's named Rio. Hey cha we have a same answer haha.

RIGHT NOW:
57. Eating
Nothing.

58. Drinking
Water.

59. I'm about to
Read a newspaper.

60. Listening to
Aaah, you asked for several times.

61. Waiting for
His SMS.

YOUR FUTURE :
62. Want kids?
Yes ofcourse.

63. Want to get married?
Yes hehehe.

64. Careers in mind?
Dermatologist? :D :D

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
65. Lips or eyes
Eyes.

66. Hugs or kisses
Hugs.

67. Shorter or taller
Taller.

68. Older or Younger
Depends.

69. Romantic or spontaneous
Both of them.

70. Nice stomach or nice arms
Nice smile.........

71. Sensitive or loud
Sensitive.

72. Hook-up or relationship
Relationship.

73. Trouble maker or hesitant
Trouble Maker.

HAVE YOU EVER :
74. Kissed a stranger
No!

75. Drank hard liquor
Omigosh no please.

76. Lost glasses/contacts
No.

77. Sex on first date
A BIG NO.

78. Broken someone's heart
I think no.

80. Been arrested
No.

81. Turned someone(s) down
Haha.

82. Cried when someone died
Yes.

83. Liked a friend that is a boy?
Yes. A was my friend ya knooow?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself
Yes.

85. Miracles
Depends.

86. Love at first sight
Ya.

87. Heaven
Yes.

88. Santa Clause
No.

89. Kiss on the first date?
No.

90. Angels
Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
91. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
Yes :)

92. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?
Naaah.

93. Posting this as 100 Truths?
Yea haha..

94. Have you eaten a lot of chocolate in one day?
No.

95. Does your mother know what you're doing right now?
Yes.

96. Do you dislike someone at school?
Hmm may beee? :p

97. Have you skipped class?
No.

98. Do you like to eat popcorn and chocolate together?
No, can you imagine what it taste?

99. Have you beaten any boy in a sport?
Noooh.

100. Will you now post this as 100 truths?
Aha.

It's All About..... Technology

2009-03-31T15:49:00.008+07:00

NOOOOOO I broke my cell phooooooone! My second liiiiiiifeeeeeeee (lebay). Ohmen gara-gara berantem sama adek handphone jadi korban perang :(

My e71 huks -_________-

Jadi gini ceritanya.

Suatu malam saya lg emosi, habis berantem sama yayang. Udah gitu tambah si adek (sebut saja Mawar) gapernah nganggep saya kakak, bentak-bentak lah hih---Hello who are you maaaaan, gimana ga tambah emosi coba. Terus perang gitu. Eh emang dasar emang dasar emang dasar anak kecil, masih smp aja besong (song=lagu) pake ngajak berantem segala sih nantangin, kalo kalah ngadu deh bisanya zzzzzz. Jadilah dia sms my mommy.

Lalu beberapa menit kemudian, she called me.
Dalam kondisi handphone masih dicharge disamping tempat tidur. Kira-kira gini dialognya:

Mo(Mommy): Mba Ca adeknya diapain? Kok pake pukul-pukul segala??? (Marah)
D/C(Disa/Caca): Lho aku ga ngapa-ngapain, dia duluan yang mulai ngata-ngatain aku masa aku diem aja!
Mo: Ya tapikan ngga usah pake mukul segala! Pake cara baik kan bisa..
Ma(Mawar): Ah boong aku ditendang duluan!

Ya Allah, aku nendang aja enggak, dasar anak kecil.

D/C: Weh nuduh! Aku nggak nendang, sumpah sumpah (lama-lama sumpah serapah yang keluar dan dilanjutkan dengan saling tendang)

------Telepon dimatiin, Disa dalam kondisi memegang handphone yang masih dalam keadaan tercharge.

Perangpun terjadi, dan bodohnya handphoneku engga aku taruh dulu. Ketarik sana-sini, sampe chargernya lepas dari steker.
Begitu perang selesai, aku liat chargerku tergeletak di lantai, tapi handphonenya ngga adaaaaa! Eh ternyata dibawah selimut ding haha dzing.

Terus aku siap-siap mau tidur (hedeh mau tidur aja kok pake perang dulu ya ckckck). Sebelum tidur kan tiap orang pasti punya kebiasaan. And this is my habbits before I go to bed:
1. I do night-creaming
2. I do watching tv
3. I kiss Kodi (yeahs I'm serious), Disata's frog =D
4. And I always CHARGING my cellphone before I go to bed
So, saya mencharge handphone saya. Tapi apa yang terjadi? Handphonenya meledak! Duarrrrrrrr! Engga lah, hanya dramatisasi belaka huahaha.

Ohno, handphone nya gabisa dicharge. Coba dicabut trus dipasang lagi, I thought. Menghibur diri lebih tepatnya.

Gabisa juga.

Cabut, pasang, cabut, pasang, 5 menitan ada kali aku cabut pasang mulu.
Diem, I think It has broken. And I was sure.

Aaaaaaaaaa rusaaaaaaaaak I can't live without my phoooooooone! Panik panik panik. Yaudah siapa tau chargernya yang patah (lagi-lagi menghibur diri).. Minggu ke Graha Nokia ajalah (berpikir ini masalah sepele).

Sunday, March 29, 2009, Graha Nokia
Antrian nomer 16, nunggu empat giliran lagi..

5 menit, 10 menit...... Ting tong, nomer 16. Yea my turn.

MN(Mbak-mbak Nokia): Ya bisa saya bantu?
D(Disa): Ini mbak, handphoneku bermasalah, gamau dicharge habis ketarik-tarik tadi malem lalalala
MN: Oiyaya, coba saya cek.... (Ngecek pake chargernya Graha) Hmmm iya gamau...
D: Hmmm
MN: Yaudah ini ditinggal dulu buat dicek spare partnya blah blah blah paling cepet 3 hari ya..
D: Oya mbak oke (seneng 3 hari doang padahal udah ada feeling ga enak)

Tuesday, 31 March, 2009, at 4pm
I woke up from my nap, someone was knocking my room's door. Oh, mbak Sri---family's housekeeper.
She said ada telepon dari Nokia. Suruh telepon balik ke nomer 0274-443****.
Then, I called back for sure............

Tut.... tut.... Klek. Diangkat.

MN: Nokia care selamat sore
D: Iya ini saya Disa tadi dari Nokia telepon saya mbak (gelisah gitu..)
MN: Oke Work Ordernya berapa mbak?
D: Sekian-sekian-sekian
MN: Mohon ditunggu...
D: Hoke mbak (mulai ga sabar)

Terus dia ngomong lagi

MN: Ya jadi gini mbak, konfirmasi buat pengiriman ke Jakarta, karena spare partnya ngga ada disini, kita udah coba perbaikin tapi gabisa
D: (WHAT THE EFFFFFFFFFFFFFF) Aduh yaudah mbak, kira-kira berapa lama ya?
MN: Ya kalo untuk pengirimannya paling nggak 1 bulan mbak....
D: (Mulai emosi) Hah? Yaudah mbak... Gapapa....
MN: Jadi setuju ya mbak?
D: Ya... Iya... (Udah panas meeeeennnnnnnnn)
MN: Oke tunggu kabar dari Nokia ya mbak, ntar kalo sudah jadi kita telepon mbak.
D: Langsung tutup teleponnya.

Sumpah pengen gua tampol enak banget ngomongnya gitu, gatau apa yang sini udah jadi manusia purba tanpa teknologi????

Dan saya pun mulai ngomel-ngomel gajelas, wasweswoswasweswoswasweswos. And of course satu rumah kena makian semua AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH pengen makan oraaaaaaaang apalagi mbak-mbak Nokianya itu grrrrrrrrrr!

Hell, D

First Time

2009-03-30T20:29:00.006+07:00

Hey this is my first post. And actually I don't have an interesting topic yet. But I can give you some story....

This is about me and my booy, we were had a conflict, it happened just because a little thing. Women will think it's not a great conflict. OK, do you believe this? We were fighting because I wore a dress. He said,"Can you wear a nicer dress than yesterday? I don't like your dress that you wore yesterday". Maybe he thought that dress was too sex-eh -_________-

Let me describe you about my dress that I wore
.
.
.
Oversized, and agak sedikit terbuka di lengan.

Not very bad huh? But I appreciate the way he doesn't permitted me to wear a semi-sexy dresses (could we use that word?). It show you how much your boy looooooooves you, rite? :D

Anyway, I love A somuch <33 I think that's all, I'll write an interesting posts next time :)

Love, D